Panic attack

A panic attack is a sudden episode of intense fear that develops for no apparent reason and that triggers severe physical reactions. Panic attacks can be very frightening. When panic attacks occur, you might think you're losing control, having a heart attack or even dying.

Lovers fantasies

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

HARDSTYLE REPUBLIC

Who love's Bass? I know I do ;) Theres bass in all sorts of music, more so than others. I would say the most bass addicting song has to be Alpha twins-Infectious. I have this sub in my house :) I think its about 1200 watts, it shakes my house when I use it ;) plzzzz people leave meh sum comments!!!

LILIUM

Os iusti meditabitur sapientiam, Et lingua eius loquetur indicium.
Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem, Quoniqm cum probates fuerit accipient coronam vitae.
Kyrie, fons bonitatis. Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison.
O quam sancta, quam serena, Quam benigma, quam amoena esse Virgo creditur. O quam sancta, quam serena, Quam benigma, quam amoena, O castitatis lilium.
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Kyrie, fons bonitatis. Kyrie, ignis divine, eleison. O quam sancta, quam serena, Quam benigma, quam amoena, O castitatis lilium.

Day of silence

Its is friday april 15, for those of you who dont know the day or its significance im going to tell you. April 15 is a day of silence, to stand up for LGBT or Lesbians, Gays, Bi-sexual, and Transexuals. It is something not to be taken lightly, I am silent today for my own choice because i stand up for all of these having a friend in each tier. So until my next post be silent my friends.  P.S. my good buddie is overtaken by a girl and i couldnt be happier for him ^___^ love ya shaun!!

Boredom attacks...

Can you hear their screams?


Your prayers won’t be heard


They will rise


When daylight dies they come and bring an abrupt end to your sinful life


There’s nothing you can do to stop them now, it’s too late


Just run and hide and hope they will never find you until it’s over and they’re gone


You think this is hell? You don’t know the half of it,


and this is just the beginning of the end for you


There’s nothing sacred here, Everything you once loved has been defiled


There’s only pain, and sorrow


They bring the end


And there’s nothing that can save you from this cruel fate


But it’s your fault, it is you that brought them


They felt the presence of your blackened heart


And smelt the stench of your abject existence


They’ve come to cleanse your soul of its affliction


You can’t repent because it’s far too late


Just wait until they have you in their grasp


Now you will feel what it’s like to be in hell


And your only company will be the horde


This is now the end your soul is cleansed your mouth is stitched your eyes are blind


And your blackened heart ceases to beat anymore,


Now they have gone. Disappeared without a trace.


This is the sonnet of the wretched


Did you hear their screams?


Your prayers were not heard


They have cleansed all sin and evil


Lay to rest




Chelsea Grin- Sonnet of the wretched

SPRING BREAK!!

Whether its by grace of god and or bob, what is everybody doing for break? The first couple of days I am going to go to the chili cookoff! Its gonna be incredible ^_^  A few good bands are gonna be there like Seether, Saving Abel, and Sickpuppies. There will also be a lot of good chili :) OM NOM NOM!!

Music Lovers

We all love music, but why do we always bash other music? There are tons of music types in the world, my personal favorites are Chelsea Grin, Whitechapel, and Asking Alexandria. Those are all heavy metal/screamo bands, people always bash other music simply because they think its weird! As long as nobody listens to the ever depressing country music...I used to live in Tennessee deep in the country so i understand to an extent, but never did I listen to that crap. That's not to say that people aren't going to think my music is weird and or loud >.<    UNTIL NEXT TIME!!   but for now bear hugs for all!!   (")(*_*)(") Rawrr...

Love, pain, and sadness.

It's better to have loved, than never loved at all. If you love, your giving the other person the complete and utter power to destroy you. I am a fellow ANON and I loved her, my parents and other adults said your only 17 what do you know about love? In my defense if you can breath and think and act mature then you can indeed love, maybe not with all of your heart but you can and do know what love is. So now i'm left only wanting one thing...to feel her warmth one last time..but she'll never know and that's how life is. leave me comments if this has happened to you my friends.

Pump The Bass.

My life is about relaxing when i can and working when work needs doing. If im not at home or school I might be with my buddies  at the hat factory, theres only one thing anybody needs to know about me. I live for the music, I dont care what time or what day at night ill be rocking my house with techno, during the day ill be driving around Mechanicsville blairing heavy metal ;) ani maybe one last thing. I LOVE MONSTER!! sure its really bad for me :/ but oh well :)